G.R.O.U.N.D.E.D

yes!! what A.J told me is true... more than true...

stubborn/ degil, all i can say about me...

and i did it again despite many warnings...

we are totally two different world...

i not him and he not me...

will not in the talking terms...

hopefully not that long...


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Ramadhan will be here in a few days time... Am i ready to take up the challenge... insyaallah...



nothing i can do to change me... its me after all...


im feeling down but i just dont think im telling the whole story... bits by bits...


but i really want to say this to my friends... all of u!! yes!!


Dear friends,
here i am wan to say thanks alot for being part of my life...
part, parcel and pieces...
you will be always in me...

sempena nyer menjelang bulan ramadhan, saya ingat meminta maaf dari hujung kaki ke hujug rambut.
kasar bahasa, tersalah silap langkah, harap dapat di maafkan...
saya sayang kamu...dan kamu akan sentiasa berada disisi ku...
aku ingin meminta izin mengundur diri buat seketika...
takkan ku lupa mu dalam doaku...
hanya DIA lebih mengetahu...






sering kali kita lupa dan alpa... dunia ini hanya satu persinggahan... ini semua hanya sementara...

aku akan sentiasa berada di sini... jangan lupa diriku dalam doamu...












*i really wish if i could show what i feel right now*












now i should take my leave...see you around...

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Saturday, August 7, 2010, 1:43 AM | comment | 0 comments
updates and updated...


i just love my weekends... weeee~~~~

a picture create a thousand words... *is it correct??* whatever it is... haha as long im happy...

the weekends where i dont do any parts of my stuff but enjoying the days... lets see the pictures...

enjoy!! =)
the room no...
welcome!!
the theme...

the bed with awesome scenery...
the mini pantry...

the food...


surprise!!! kak aishah!!!




its game time!!!
not forgetting the kids!! they also want to guess!!



lets chamwhore!!!



love this.. teeheehee
last but not lease... we get to see this from the room!! yeah!! haha


more pics in FB!!!


now i should go to bed.. if not i cant wake up it the morning.. and yes!! this week, i start to fast to pay back my last year fasting... haha.. happy fasting... huhu

and yeah this year i cant wait to start my ramadhan...and do im starting it now... insyaallah...

okae... i really need a rest as im going to start my peak period week haha... have a happy day ahead... nites!!!


Monday, July 19, 2010, 10:14 PM | comment | 0 comments
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Daku terasa ingin membawa
Cinta yang terlara ke titik mula
Kembali mencuba untuk kali kedua
Menggilapkan gerhana jiwa

Pernah ku terasa ingin merayu
Pada kasih dulu pulang padaku
Lupakan dosaku putihkan kelabu
Tenangkan amarahmu
Namun?

Bisakah yang terpadam dinyala
Bisakah yang terhina dicinta
Walau ku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Naluri meminta kuungkapkan kata
Seindah bahasa janjikan setia
Akan bersemilah cinta dihatinya
Percaya ku semula
Namun?

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah yang dusta dimaafi
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Bila senduku berlinang sayu
Dalam rinduku ku tertanya

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah hatiku difahami
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu
Thursday, July 15, 2010, 11:51 PM | comment | 0 comments
lovable updates...

yar semangat seminit haha...

i should like update my post right?? haha...

sorry.. the bz-ness plus tired-ness = lazy-ness of updates...

im suppose to update about myself.. for my friend who is far away and to everybody right... hahaha...

alhamdulilah takrif islam class ended and im not continue... due to certain reason... but to no worries insyaallah i want katam and give myself around 6 mths... can i?? hehe... if there's a will theres a way... right!!

next, ive been bz with cpr... yeah... for the last months, i was busy with cpr and takrif islam and now cpr only... training will go like alternate days?? hhaha... gosh.. i can imagine how tired i am going to be with the work load at work and the pressure too... gosh!!... still insyaallah i can survive... and yet again when the times up, i will like, i loose with the time, loose with energy and loose with everything. but i know Allah is there for me, and i stand up again on my feet to continue this journey.

cpr is a few days away, and i still yet to get my script... haha!! i hope i can memories my lines... haha...

okae enough about cpr... and im not going to talk about work.. haha..






this morning, as i walk up the hill as usual, i saw this man in his late 50's?? hmm... he was handicap. nt fully but can see his way of walking. i was proud of him. although in his condition, he still walk up the hill just to get to the workplace. he s not the first one i saw. there was another malay uncle too.. but lately ive not see him around. i just love the courage of them. if i saw them, how late i am, i will still walk slowly behind them. i dont mean anything but i will feel pity if i overtake them.





hmmm... Dear friend in brunei, i hope u r doing well... i miss msging u and updates u haha... please come back soon as we will make a reunion wif kak Z.. hehe..

Kak Z, i was happy that i get to contact u again.. haha... i hope u r doing fine... hehe... and yeah lets meet up as alot of thing we need to talk about... kwang3...

Honey, i wish we have $$$ haha... but what to do, after the ceremony i will kidnap you for sure... hehehe... *dagdugdagdugdagdug* hehe...

Sugar, i miss lepaking with u... esp at starbucks ker... haha... lets go i want newyork cheesecake.. am craving for it... hahaha...

Babe, i want to shop more!!! but raya is coming and puasa too so going to save up hahaha...but all thanx to u...

Aymanitez, i will make a mess with u guys... i know the main person is busy with cpr but i will be calling up u all soon... hahaha...

hmmm apa lagi ehk...














ok2 this is wat i want to post for such a long time in my brain hahaha...

in 2009, i got a good news from my dearest close ite friend that she getting engage. and during her engagement day, i get 2 good news an i am sooooo damn happy hahahahaha!!! all in one day... at the same day i receive an invitation from ite friend also that she getting engage and the last one is a call form a best friend that she getting engage...
in 2010, a lovable sister of mine also getting engage... im soooooo damn happy till i cried my heart out... all the people that i love is stepping to another room... haha...
no!! its not that soon for me... ive yet to find MR RIGHT for me... nyehehehe...
i just want to say out loud... that i am so HAPPY!!













okae cukup panjang... long enough right...

will see u guys around soon... after cpr?? oh no!! dats long... haha...

cpr on 24th july and a short glance of u in news on 23rd july... hehehe... so catch us up... heheh...




waalaikumsaam... hehehe
Tuesday, July 13, 2010, 9:43 PM | comment | 0 comments
kata kata cinta

Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintaimu,
tetapi yang lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang
dan tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk mengutarakan cintamu kepadanya.


Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba
jangan pernah menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup
jangan pernah mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi
jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba
jangan pernah menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup
jangan pernah mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi
jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.


Kadang kala, orang yang kau cintai adalah orang yang paling menyakiti dirimu. Kadang kala pula, teman yang membawamu ke dalam pelukannya dan menangis bersamamu adalah cinta yang tidak kau sadari...

Mencintai... Bukanlah bagaimana kau melupakan, melainkan bagaimana kau memaafkan. Bukan bagaimana kau mendengarkan, melainkan bagaimana kau mengerti. Bukan apa yang kau lihat, melainkan apa yang kau rasakan.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010, 9:37 PM | comment | 0 comments
its time

i guess its time for me to post something up...

its been a quite while "under construction"...

ive been thinking to make a new post... starting a fresh ahead... leaving the past behind, and looking forward to the future...

how lovely is the days...

yes im tired as usual... non stop activities... and i guess nobody like me in that way... my body have been struggling... all because of me... all that my body want is, a day of rest... without doing nothing except housework...

new features in this blog... will share what i see when i stay at one spot... and all about people...

people reaction, people thinking, people movement...

look like boring, but i will try my best to make it wonderful.... insyaallah...

to u who is reading... no more about u or people close to me... but stranger they are...













i love u sooooo much Allah...
till here and till next time...























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Tuesday, July 6, 2010, 8:58 PM | comment | 0 comments








UNDER CONSTRUCTION
Friday, June 11, 2010, 1:02 AM | comment | 0 comments
something random

Love: can i tell you something??

Heart: sure. what is it?

Love: i dont know why, i dont know how to say... my heart is crying... i fall in love but i know im going to hurt myself...

Heart: who?? who did u fall for? someone i know?

Love: no.. but i didnt get to talk to him...

Heart: saper tu? mana kenal?

Love: hari - hari jumpe itupun kalau tk merayap atau ke arah destinasi yang lain.

Heart: huh?? saper seh? is it me??

Love: no!

Hear: then who??!! who is the hell is he??!!












Tuesday, June 8, 2010, 6:57 PM | comment | 0 comments
random 2

i dont know why...

another random post from me...

today a day in library finish up my research and assignment... hehe...

keeping myself quiet this days... as i really need to do soul searching... should i stay or leave it... after the trip that day, yes i did feel something but after that only sms i receive... yar i guess i put hopes again... might be i keep too much already...

i keep wondering... wonder and wonders...

firstly, why is the library so pack with people today... haha... hardly to find a sit... hmmm...

secondly, i really wonder who is that person... i might feel unsatisfied because i got my own Deary with me... cant i keep falling in love with him??

thirdly and so forth, i guess let it be a secret in me...

and so people... i guess i still living in confusion... am i right honey??

oklah... bye... thanx...













...Don't think or judge, just listen
Sunday, June 6, 2010, 12:51 AM | comment | 0 comments
random

i dont know why or what...

but then i feel like im in love... with??? i dont know!!!

i fall in love with him again... who is he??

but then i just feel it...

i fall in love with somebody...

gosh sape seh..

ok ill stop sorie...
Sunday, May 30, 2010, 9:03 PM | comment | 0 comments
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