haha...
yar alot to blog.. also my mind is full of stuff... i want to get rid of it if possible....
but slowly...
here it goes... lets start with saturday...
alot of stuff and last min things to do... haha.. biasa jugak...
that was before the BBQ lah.. haha...
then we reach CSC was like 6plus.... and the first thing we did is to settle down.. so the first four to arrive is ME, AYN , NORA AND ASYARI...
yar... it was drizzling, so me and nora went to look for the person who incharge of the TREEHOUSE to have our indoor BBQ open... but in the end we cant find one... and then receive call from asyari and he say "KITE NK TUNGGU PETIR UNTUK START BBQ KE??" i was just like "UH??" and his reply "KAU ADE LIGHTER??" and none of us had it... hahaha... and so me and nora went to west mall.. haha... no choice babe!!!...
the BBQ was fun.. THANX TO ME RIGHT?? haha... yeah...
and THANX TO EVERYONE who have come for the BBQ.... so juniors im waiting for you guys to organise one.. hahaha...
i really had fun... didnt eat much but still i enjoy.. haha...
SUNDAY
was a trip down to orchard with nora to catch 2012... the movie was awesome and make me cry hehe...
then to west coast park with dearest shu... and alot of stuff we did esp cam-whoring!! hahaha..
monday work as per normal... only one thing after work happen... wait for somebody for almost one hr which didnt turn up and in the end i went back home... 3 hrs ltr receive a call and i was like... "tau pon nk kol" haha.... but actually not his fault but we were to blame... coz we didnt thought of exchange no... haha.. ask people around and everybody give a late reply like DUH!!!.. hahaha....
and today was a meet up with this yesterday person... nasib baik datang haha...
yeah meet up do planning force him to change his budget proposal and alot of stuff... and he force me to take leave to attend for the weekday camp.. aiyo!!...
hah.. will consider that okae dun worry...
actually i dunnoe why i had this feeling... being left out...
2 days i didnt talk to my mu.. yar2 ape2lah kan... coz partly i mad at her and she mad at me too... whateverlah.. coz this time i wont give a damn... only me who noes the feeling... but can atleast she explain what happen?? so i wont be like "UH??"
dont understand right nevermind...
i keep saying this to myself... "yelah anak kesayangan die buat ape aje boleh kalau aku.... papelah kan" i dunnoe why... but argh!!! it makes me feel like shit and hell...
im trying hard to make this family as one.. and in this family it lacks of communication i tell you!! i really hate it!!! im jealous if i see other family laugh and talk as one... but not my family... all they noe is shout and scold... and we have no bonding...
i just dunnoe what to say but that what i feel...
okae that enuf...
okae im having a hectic period since its almost to year end...
BBQ is done.. as one down.. and lots to go...
21st will be back to work as there will be stock taking...
22nd will be out early morning to bukit timah for recce...
the another weekend will be TBC...
followed by december...
5th CPR
6th again recce and confirmation
7-9th dec is alkaff camp... TBC
11th GPG BBQ
12-13th nwmc camp
18-19th - TBC
and lots more to come...
haiz... i just really feel sian...
bye!!!!
