need to express it...

mum came in my room, stand infront of my door...

mum: Kak kau kai bill macam mane nie?? asl boleh sampai $200??

me: ntah mane tau tak pakai byk seh...

mum: abeh sampai 200 ter masuk lah mth blom lagi...

me: mane tau *still defending myself*

yar3 all my fault lah...
as if i dont pay.. im paying it okae...
tulah who ask u to ask me take share plan with dad??
now blame me and as if im the only user....

and the situation just now seems like i wont be talking to mum in few days...
papelah... sume aku sume aku...

....... ok should stop.......


YAC done and im left with TEENZ CAMP...
the last ever camp before i went for my sweet holiday....

the prep with me handling alone and with the help from other abit still make me worn out...
and lucky there is mr Johnny who really help me alot.. haha...

YAC went smoothly... that the outline not the internal line when u see there's a lot of curve....
here are some group photo...







and i really hope i can blend myself in during alkaff camp.. as alot of youth from east side will be joining... kan shu kan...














i dunnoe why i feel this...
i really nadly need a sweet msg from Dear but instead or even since when im his banker...
like Adnin say to me... "Qilah ngan Yat main monopoly ar... Qilah jadi banker yat jadi player..."
what he was thinking all this while is to work to have money and even to give all to his parent...
i dont need any luxury dinner instead i just need u to be there or by my side and readily listen to me... you said u noe me well... and i doubt so... not that well... and u always blame me for not telling my problem to you... but how?? u expect me to msg u KIRIMSALAM AR!!! if u noe me well... i dont sms instead if i got problem its a phone call...
im blaming him again?? i hope not... why because he always say this to me, "you dont have to noe my problem cause it doesnt involve you..."
so selama nie aku dengan kau ape kawan ajelah... kite matair pon setakat happiness ajer kite share ade problem buat hal sendiri... argh!!! shitlah!!!!

kae pape lah kan...
yar he randomly msg me this days... i guess he waiting for my msg...




do u noe what...

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