Brownish

i feel like i want to run from everybody...

my friends??

but not Adnin or shu obviously...

or even i want to stay out from my mosque youth....

possible??

stay out and will not join others...

i dunnoe why suddenly i think like dat...

but eventually...

obviously i dunnoe what im thinking...

i miss alot of people... ramadhan make me think of my pass friends that im close with... how syahdu it have been...

still remember...

"eh aku tk takot ar balik malam sorang2"

i noe dat coz obviously all the setan or hantu have been lock up.. silly girl...

haha still remember very fresh...

i really miss her...

she tooooooo busy.. i doubt so...

"kite tk penah gi geylang together but days at mosque keep us together"

yupz in ramadhan we didnt buka together before or even went to geylang together.. haha

i dunnoe why im avoiding her... but she still the best...

although she like a grandma who nag or ntah haha... she still be there for me..

"kite buka ramai2 tau... dah dua kali buka puasa celebrate birthday dia"

this year will be mark as the first time we buka only both of us.. haha.. ouh wait..

i think last yr got but all that is kebetulan.. think.. haha...

but for the last two year breakfast with her in a big group lah.. haha

kenangan demi kenangan...

hari demi hari detik demi detik...

tk dapat menafikan manusia berubah...

insyaallah dalam bulan Ramadhan ini pintu hidyahnya terbuka untuk berubah..

~~~.....~~~

i miss my Dear badly...

although i didnt reply to his msg or didnt msg him dat often...

i miss him.. kae let me count... out yar its been a week dat i meet him...

soon will be two weeks rite Dear.. haha...

lets buka together... dun forget...

tahun untuk kedua.. hope it will be forever...

~~~.....~~~

its raining..

ade hikmah nye..

nikmat tuhan...

alhamdulilah...